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Yesterday....

As most of us should know, yesterday was Sunday. I'd spent Saturday night at Becca's house(tons of fun), so I got to wake up and freak because I was not in a house that was mine... LOL.. Not really though. I didn't freak out. I was just like "Where am I again? Oh... Yeah... Becca's... Okay.". LOL...

Anyways, we went to Sold Out(high school youth group meeting before church). We didn't really do much yesterday, though...

Well, as I THINK I typed a while ago, I'm taking a high school leadership class that Pastor Lou is teaching. Well, he told us that we would be serving Communion and that's what we did yesterday.

I was super nervous and what-not, but when I actually got up there and stood there, waiting to serve, it wasn't so bad. It looks like there are a LOT less people when you're up there. Colman prayed for the bread(we have crackers to symbolize the bread that symbolizes Christ's body) and then Pastor Lou asked me to pray for the wine(we have grape juice to symbolize the wine to symbolize Christ's blood). The only problem was that I was still chewing on the cracker, so there was a bit of an awkward pause before I was able to pray.... OOPS... But I did manage to swallow a little bit faster and so I was able to pray. Linda(Pastor Lou's wife) even came up to me after and said that my prayer was beautiful. I'm just happy to have gotten it out. Besides, I wasn't praying for the church's ears. I was praying for God's ears. And I thank Him that He can hear even when I'm not saying any verbal words.

So, yes. It went over pretty well.

After Communion, Pastor Lou taught on human understanding verses spiritual understanding using John 6 as his referance. It was a really good message and my Bible has quite a few more highlighted verses now.

After church, Nina and Josh went off to camp(Isaac, CJ, and Dani were already there). I didn't have any place to go besides home, so Caroline invited me over. We had a blast! We did THE most random stuff imagined(laughing uncontrolably the whole time) and wrote it all down so we could laugh about it(again) later! I was a LOT of fun!

So, yes. That was my Sunday.

 
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Can't sleep...

Can't sleep... Nothing to do... So incredibly bored... 11:23 PM... Still nothing to do... Blah blah-blah blah-blahblah...

I'm going to loose my mind. It's inevitable...

Yes, I know I'm a boring babbling idiot. It's my blog. I'm aloud to be. So there. LOL!

Okay then... I'm going to try to sleep. If that doesn't work out, I'll cry. Then I'll find something else to do... I'm psycho, I know. I'm also tired and bored.

Good night again all you lovely cyber spacey people!

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I'm free!!!!!!!! Sort of....
Tags: grounded

Last day of summer school is over and I passed with a solid A-!!! YAY!!!

Unfortunately.... I don't get to see or talk to any of my friends until Sunday morning at church, and even then, I don't really get to hang out with them.....

Groundation. It sucks.

I'm not allowed to go anywhere, use the phone, or hang out after church with my friends until Monday. I'm allowed online, but I'm not allowed to use MSN Messanger(my online instant message provider).

So, I'm to be bored out of my mind until Sunday morning and then some more between Sunday afternoon and Monday morning....

Sucks to be me, I know...

And now that summer school is over, I can't let out my rage of boredom onto my poetry assignment.... Well, I COULD, but it would be a little useless...

Besides, I lack a source of inspiration at the moment.

I could read my Bible, but, with my low level of concentration, I can only read ANYTHING for so long....

I could knit, but what would I knit? And I can't focus long on THAT either....

I could watch TV forever, but I get massive headaches from watching TV for that long...

I could draw, but I lack materials and, again, inspiration....

I could sew, but what would I sew?

I could go shopping, but I'm grounded still....

I could DIE from all this boredom, but that wouldn't do me any good. I've still got a lot left to strangle out of my time here before I move on.

Ack. I'm going to be SOOOOOOOOOOOOO bored........

Again, sucks to be me.

Well, I don't really have anything else to say, so I won't say anything else...

Night you lovely people!

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Stressed out....

ARG!!!!!!!!!!

I can't handle all of this stuff going on....

I have summer school, church, friends, and family to deal with and it's all just one huge pile of stress! PLUS it's in the high 90s outside!!!!!

I can't deal with all this stuff....

And my mode of transportation home isn't that great either... Leave summer school 20 minutes early, run to the bus stop up the hill, get on a bus, get off, run to the transfer station, get on another bus and get taken to the Holiday Market by my house... Not cool.

And my mother's short temper isn't helping either...

Oh well.. I just hope everything works out smoothly and works out SOON.

 
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